I don't know...

I don't know how to do...
어떻게 다시 사랑을 할지...
널 어떻게 다시 받아들여야 할지...

I should stop torturing you because I am only making miserable.
Why am I doing this.
What have I been doing this to you.
For someone who's now appreciated and loved by another, I should learn.

I'm back to zero but plus one.

This idiot pride that I have allowed to act and speak.

Clouded by my stubborn pride, but I've seen your love. I have. That's how much you love me. You have shown me, Farouk. I saw and felt it finally. You tried...and it really shoot into me. You have changed you to show the love to me.

I have not.

It's still fun and precious playing music with you as long as we put an effort. I treasured the moment yesterday. I did.

One thing I don't regret is...
Loving you. I love you too.
But in a stupid way...

For this, I know what I have said and written. I will remember.