I've got no habit. LOL I meant Hobby.
Hobby which I would love to make it as my Habit - Quality one.
I came home from work last night - wanted to sleep but was awake. Thought of going out since it was Valentine's day and wanted to have sights of couples and music. But just decided to stay at home.
The first feeling I had was -
E.M.P.T.Y
I had books, DVDs and some assignments that I could just kill my time last night, but nothing hit my mind or made me to do so. Then I asked myself,
'What's your Hobby or what's your habit when you are alone?'
Okay -
So... I tried one by one - half hearted but wanted to do something productive.
- Tried reading a book : Book that I've read before but felt like reading one more time. It always surprises me how I figure out I did miss a few lines at first time. (haha) After 10-15mins, I felt quite bored... okay honestly, I was tired and sleepy - so Reading a book was not a good choice.
- Tried dancing : I usually dance when I feel stressed and annoyed with something or someone. It is a way of expressing myself through my body parts and release negative energy from them. The best part here is I love to dance naked so that I can totally sense my body parts in the air. Nothing disturbs my body. However, I was too tired to dance around in my room. Hm...
- Tried watching a video : I chose Modern Family which never fails to boost up my feelings - after 15 or 20mins, I felt bored. I literally know the episodes and even know their dialogues.. So I stopped.
So, I spend almost an hour trying to entertain myself.
Hm...
I ended up feeling more tired from all that trying. HAHA
I slept. Slept with a face mask on.
HAHAHA.
I really need to have my own habit and hobby that is / are productive.
Let's see what I will get.

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