Do you see What I see?

things are slowly settling down and I am almost ready start it.

Start it over.

I am very taking it into my deepest consideration and I will do it.

Ha.

 

12mins till the class begins

time goes a minute, two minutes.
seconds tik-tok everytime I look at my phone watch.

It's been a while since I uploaded on my blog last time. 2012 is going for mid- year and I am sitting in a computer laboratory and waiting until the class starts.

I strongly thirst for knowledge and I've been wikipedia-ing and writing down whatever I've questioned so far after my meeting at noon. Howevr, I still feel something should trigger my brain to function more and logically.

I live day by day based on what I need to do and I have to do.
With works that I've been given and things that I am supposed to carry out, I've been feeling blessed and grateful for what I've been doing. This is what I do and is what I will do for a few years.
But a little worrisom crawls into my brain and gives me a sudden shiver.
Am I realising what I will do ? what do I want to do?

How long have I been living like this?
Have I ever complained?
Think. and Look at yourself.

Are you happy.....

 Another 5mins has passed and I am kinda regretting to leave my book at home thinking that I would be (most probably) busy at University and work later on. But I guess I do have time to upload my post on the blog or I will not be able to upload it if time does not allow me to.

Students are flooding in and I don't even recognize their faces. Looks like thy've just enrolled and are amazed by the system and what they can find on 'elearning' website. Discussing their assignment and some are getting to each other with still shyness.
It's almost the time to go.
But I am feeling RIGHT to finish whatever I am scribbling right now.

Half a day passes like this.
My daily routine allows me to follow as it flows.
I am slowly packing my bag and will head to the classroom soon.

But ....
What will I do?