Flawless days and weeks?
I do not think so, but I have been doing good so far. Good? it's alright.
Mostly, I was faced two different aspects of life which I feel 'em to my bones now.
Expectation and Disappointment.
I thought I've had enough when I was younger(?) but I guess I need to learn a lot more and mature me.
However, no matter what, the most important lesson I've learned so far.. is to
Smile :)
It is very strange to feel you become happier and feel positive endolpines running in your body even when you force yourself to smile. Perhaps, I could be a weird person.
I don't usually call people to hang out - I wait until they do.
and I decided to change my attitude,
Duh...who am I anyways. haha.
It was good to be with my friends who can just listen to my words patiently.
'the people' who would not judge me and cut me out no matter what I do.
Perhaps, visiting a coffee shop would become my hobby soon.
Love the aroma of coffee, always...
Sometimes, I do not think. I shut my mind and do not want to think.
That's when I take a sip and taste the bitterness in my mouth.
When there are issues and problems in your life, they will be solved or forgotten eventually.
It's a magic how you feel before and after.
Everyone has problems - yes, they always carry at least one.
Who's dealing well with them?
ME (I shall raise my hand. lol)
Sometimes I do not want to be alone, sometimes I do.
When I do not want to be alone, I look for people randomly
- either I would know them or meet new people.
Today, I am here at Ril's bar in Bangsar after my regular gig.
Did not feel like going home but just wanna please my ears and have a nice iced tea on the table.
Listening to music which I do not play at all, do attract my attention.
'Ole!'
oh, no...
I am blabbering here.
I shall stop for now. haha.
Back to my own zone. Yay.
