Mary Poppins

Mr Banks - Chim Chim Cheree

This song reminds me of a song from 'Anastasia'

Once upon a December

Both are Beautiful and quite Haunting.

Looking like the one?

I am 28 this year.

I was really surprised to have this party. Well, I guess it served its purpose. haha.
I was asked to attend a Fashion show and was reserved a few weeks ago. I was pretty much anticipated since the seats were V.I.P and I rarely go to Fashion shows! LOL
So, I decided to put on the dress which I received for a gift - which is quite costly and never wore before! So I was really excited to put on the dress and go for the show!

But then Akmar and I did not reach the place. She stopped a half way telling me that she needed to get the tickets to enter. Well, I felt a bit strange knowing that she did not get the tickets earlier plus the show is pretty late - around 11pm! So, I thought it would be an after-party and we were registered as VIP guests. LOL. How Gullible I am.

We did not wait too long for about 20 mins outside of Luandry Bar @Curve for her 'Friend' to pass her the tickets. We just waited, waited and waited. Then Akmar grabbed my hand and dragged me into the bar apologising me and telling me that she's got something to tell me. I thought something must have happened that I started to worry about the things that she would tell.

It was another surprise to see him at this party.

I was really happy and glad that he could make it.

We rarely have pictures of us together, recently.

Something I would love to keep it.

Surprises and Surprises.

Yes, I am 28 this year and so far 2014 has been great.

Many events and been fruitful.

Yes, I wore this dress for 'the Fashion Show'.

I wanted to look good and finally put on this dress.

Celebration with my band mates.

Really... they are my family here in Malaysia.

It would be a good year, 2014

It's been great.

It will be continued.

Por Una Cabeza

I can feel the sensation all over my body.

They are alive.

Just feel and enjoy them.

A Beautiful Memory and Moment

May be you are right about me.

My mind is flying now.

Vivaldi's Winter does describe me how I am right now.

I can remember everything.

What a Wonderful night.

A Strange Dilemma

바보같다.
몇달동안 그 사람을 만나면서 그냥 강물처럼 흘러가듯이 나도 같이 따라가면서 있어야지 했지만 왠지 최근에 와서 만나고 그지 즐겁지가 않고, 괜히 내 시간만 낭비하는것 같다.
그렇다. 시 간 낭 비.
여기서 멈출까.
그 사람한테 말을하고 멈출까. 아님 이왕 끝낼거니 그냥 말 하지 말고 그냥 사라질까.
내 성격상으로는 말을 하고 멈출 경우가 맞는거 같은데...

I have been feeling wasted - no, that is wrong. I have been feeling that I have been wasting my precious time for the past few months. Going with the flow? Well, Thought it could do but I do not think so. The more I stay, the worse I feel that I need to get out and do something for oneself dearly.
Yes,
I have thought about stopping it - by saying it out or just letting it go.
Hm. I think I should say it, no? I mean I don't think I can just let it go and turn away & slam the door(lol).

기죽지는 않았으나 기분이 상한건 맞다.
그래도 계속 참고 만나기는 했지만 왠지 더욱 그럴수록 시간 낭비만 하는것 같다.
오히려 더 나은걸 할수도 있는데...
필요한가?
지금 내 인생에서 정말 필요한가-

My pride still stands but I think it is an insult.
and Why am I like this? haha.
It is Necessary and is it necessary in my life.-
really.
on Monday today - It gives me a lot of thinking and pondering.
Another day to face tomorrow and now... another night to spend.

It is Strange. Indeed.

Quality Habits

February 15th - It's a Saturday and I have realised something today.

I've got no habit. LOL I meant Hobby.
Hobby which I would love to make it as my Habit - Quality one.

I came home from work last night - wanted to sleep but was awake. Thought of going out since it was Valentine's day and wanted to have sights of couples and music. But just decided to stay at home.
The first feeling I had was -

E.M.P.T.Y

I had books, DVDs and some assignments that I could just kill my time last night, but nothing hit my mind or made me to do so. Then I asked myself, 

'What's your Hobby or what's your habit when you are alone?'

Okay -

So... I tried one by one - half hearted but wanted to do something productive.

1. Tried reading a book : Book that I've read before but felt like reading one more time. It always surprises me how I figure out I did miss a few lines at first time. (haha) After 10-15mins, I felt quite bored... okay honestly, I was tired and sleepy - so Reading a book was not a good choice.
2. Tried dancing : I usually dance when I feel stressed and annoyed with something or someone. It is a way of expressing myself through my body parts and release negative energy from them. The best part here is I love to dance naked so that I can totally sense my body parts in the air. Nothing disturbs my body. However, I was too tired to dance around in my room. Hm... 
3. Tried watching a video : I chose Modern Family which never fails to boost up my feelings - after 15 or 20mins, I felt bored. I literally know the episodes and even know their dialogues.. So I stopped. 

So, I spend almost an hour trying to entertain myself.

Hm...

I ended up feeling more tired from all that trying. HAHA

I slept. Slept with a face mask on.

HAHAHA.

I really need to have my own habit and hobby that is / are productive. 

Let's see what I will get. 

It's been more than a Month.

January 5th, 2014

Fazz was on the way to Penang to enter a band competition called Global Battle of the Band.

There were a few competitions we entered last year and we thought we could start this year 

with Gbob and boost up our energy for further development.

But Never Knew this would happen to us.

We finished one gig at the Bee, Publika on 4th of January 

and had some eating session (Makan) then left Kl around 4am. 

Although all of us were tired, we decided to go ahead and rest once we reach our destination. 

Then Unexpected event was coming alone the way.

The car hit the divider and spun a few times and stopped at an emergency lane.

I was asleep and remember feeling of riding a roller coaster until I heard my drummer shouting 

my name, 'Grace! Grace! GET OUT OF THE CAR, QUICK!!!'

Apparently all the left doors were jammed that we could not open 'em,

all of us (there were 6) got out from the right doors and saw what happened to the car.

The condition was really bad and car became a total LOSS after there was a HUGE lorry hit our dear car. It happened right before our eyes and made us traumatised at once.

We literally saw our instruments and belongings flying away from us.

Jeng jeng Jeng Jeng

This is how it looks like after the accident.

I do not think we can revive our babies to original conditions. hahaha.

Speechless.

Do I need to explain more?

but one thing after all....

We all survived.

No one died.

No one was badly hurt.

Thank God that we could all walk away from it.

Thank you.

We have been performing since then and constantly working on new songs.

Ha.

How life flows...

Today is Friday the 14th.

It's been a while to feel like this today.

Happy Valentine's day.

It is also interesting to feel this way.

But hope I can bear this feeling today.

I have been feeling quite swingy for a few days 

but I do not want this day to make it worse.

Just many thoughts are in my mind which I think some are unnecessary.

I will not let this disturb me but I will need to think properly.

Cheers.

Fazz

'For me the rehearsal period is the part I most enjoy. It's the creating of the story.'
Sometimes we come across difficulties and hardships - but when we are on stage, we would just forget and wanna enjoy ourselves so much.
That's what Fazz is.

Mistakes - Faults - Errors are sometimes unavoidable but we would embrace all those to make sound better and learn from them. 

It is amazing how a band can be formed and songs are created within us.
So many stories to tell and share with friends and families.
You will never forget or erase the sensations of thrills and excitements when you are blended with audience and be able to perform WITH them.

It's wonderful.
I hope to see and feel this tonight.
Come on over, my dear friends.
Let's make it happen.

Grace Clefs.

https://www.facebook.com/fazzband

Pretty Woman

Back to Life

Back to Life by Allevi (an Italian Pianist)

What do I do with my life?

What is my purpose of my life?

What does make me happy in this life?

Do I even have next life?

Or what is that I want to pursue in my life?

Why am I trying so hard to make myself somewhere?

Is it for me?

What am I exactly doing here in this place?

What is it in my head?

So many unsolved questions and so many answers to be waited.

Well, I guess that is life and I am going for it.

I am 

Just

Going 

For 

It.

Let it Go

-Let It Go-

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight

Not a footprint to be seen

A kingdom of isolation,

And it looks like I’m the Queen.

The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside

Couldn’t keep it in, heaven knows I tried

Don’t let them in, don’t let them see

Be the good girl you always have to be

Conceal, don’t feel, don’t let them know

Well, now they know

Let it go, let it go

Can’t hold it back anymore

Let it go, let it go

Turn away and slam the door

I don’t care

What they’re going to say

Let the storm rage on,

The cold never bothered me anyway

It’s funny how some distance

Makes everything seem small

And the fears that once controlled me

Can’t get to me at all

It’s time to see what I can do

To test the limits and break through

No right, no wrong, no rules for me

I’m free

Let it go, let it go

I am one with the wind and sky

Let it go, let it go

You’ll never see me cry

Here I stand

And here I'll stay

Let the storm rage on

My power flurries through the air into the ground

My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around

And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast

I’m never going back,

The past is in the past

Let it go, let it go

When I'll rise like the break of dawn

Let it go, let it go

That perfect girl is gone

Here I stand

In the light of day

Let the storm rage on,

The cold never bothered me anyway

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Damn, the lyrics is so motivating and inspiring me somehow.

I think... That's why I have been singing and humming this song for days and days.

Wow.

It does shoot me in my heart straight.

Okay, admit it. 

I Love This Song.