Scary F***-ing things

Do you know how it feels like to dream of a scene from a movie? A Scary one. Very Indeed.
I had to close all my sensor systems and watched the movie.
Haiks.
Out of nowhere it appeared in my dream today and I literally woke up in shock.
WTF...

Shit. I froze myself in bed for half an hour until I could actually grab my iPad and played a few songs.
HEW.. This is how I began my day... Friday today.
1st of March.
1 and 3... my own interpretation... it's my Friday 13th yo.
Shit.
Okay, Gotta do some work.

Cheers.

FAZZ -> BOTB

FAZZ (Audition Photo)

Yes, we, FAZZ entered BOTB (Battle of the Band). ha.

Good Luck to us.

We are gonna have Fun.

Yay.

We are one of them.

Yay.

Love Theme

from Final Fantasy.
2nd day of learning this song. woohoo.
Finally managed to learn it.
Hm..so this is called Love them from Final Fantasy 4.
Nice.
but Why is my Heart aching when playing song?

Cheers

Irish Joget

One of my favourite songs from Akasha.
It's called Irish Joget.
Not easy to play,yo. But good exercise... Starting with a slower tempo.. Much slower than the original tempo.
At least I've got a few tunes in my list to practice.
Yay.
Cheers.

Feb 25th Late Afternoon

Realized that I do not expect anything from you.

not anymore and no more.

Sunflower and Moon would always have one direction to show their colours and characteristics.

These two are the most valuable things that I would always treasure.

A Full Moon in night sky would never fail to smile at me.

Just like how it brightens a dark city, it brings a light within me.

A Sunflower would always look for a Sun to receive its own resources.

Just like how I am supposed to be.

This Feb 25th,

I am just doing what I wanna do today.

Having both Moon and Sunflower in my heart.

You have Healed me

You have healed me.
when I did not believe you could.
You did.
I completely neglected you for a while because it's so much pain to open my ears.
But you never did ignore me.
Instead, you slowly waited and walked into my heart.
You are still healing me.
Thank you so much that I don't need to find one to rely on.
I have you now and I need to find one for myself.
You are totally unexpected in my life.

I only enjoyed listening and playing because I needed to.
I had to.
Not I wanted to entirely.
You swing my moods and shift my emotions.
This time...
I am ready to fall in love with you.
but I gotta chose wisely and carefully which one or who.
The one that I can spend my life with.

Second Trial on my Flute

Fun playing this instrument.
Hahaha.
Cheers.
Nothing much to say...
Bui bui.

Flute!!!!!

I was once... Fell in love with traditional instrument...
Gong myung is one of my huge influence in traditional music.
Still love their piece and hardly get bored of ''em.

This song is called Paper Lady.
My first attempt on flute. Had fun.

Cheers.

Yumi nom nom

Yumi yumi nom nom.
Hm... Gotta try to cook this.
But when...???

Ha... Need to clean the kitchen and make my own space for cooking.
Current kitchen is disgusting.
Ehem...
When to clean...?

:)

Harpsi Fun

Time to have some fun:)
Playing the same tune again with Harpsichord this time.
Purely Harpsi, yo.

Cheers.
Good night.

My want

Just woke up from a dream that I hope to stay in my mind.
A short nap and a clear dream.
I dream a lot recently... Keep dreaming having him in it always.
Hahaha.
Sometimes, I am blurred..
Sometimes, I don't feel comfortable.
But this one... I laugh.
It's clear this time. I can so remember and I keep smiling.
Somehow, it helps my depression at the moment.
Thanks to the dream just now.
I am a dreamer and I keep on dreaming.

Dream little of dream of...:)
Cheers.

Temptation

Could be a rose.
Wanna be a sunflower.
The taste.

Haven't played this for a while

Avoided playing all the songs from final fantasy because they are pretty personal to me.
After the gig last year, I did not even look at any of videos or picture..nor the scores that I collected.
But this song.

Very much dear song that I spent so much time on... I can't hate this song.
DANCING MAD.
I can never get bored of this song or ignore.
At first, just followed how my fingers were flowing on the keyboard.
Obviously made mistakes here and there and frustration flooded in with memories.
But after a while, recalled thosed times when I was so committed to learn this song so much and wanted to prove myself that I could perform this particular song.

I would love to gain that feeling. I wanna get it back.
I need something to motivate me to play - a lame excuse.
Okay, time to practice more and find what I would love to play.
Yes.
Making a list is what defines me.
Many things are flooding in my head telling what I NEED to do at this point in my life.
One ...for sure.
I don't wanna waste any more time just to think unnecessary stuff from now on.

Damn, age doesn't matter?
It matters to me,
27 years old. I gotta have a vision for myself.
Not too late or early.
It's the TIME.

Cheers

Busy Saturday

A tranquil heart.
It is a wonderful tonight.
Making myself exhausted.
Wanna sleep without waking up.
Ha...
Let's just sleep thoughtlessly.

Good news around me

Two of my friends, are.... Baking buns. At first I was just reading the messages literally but after realizing it, I was really happy and shocked to know about the news.
They are pregnant.
Becoming a Mother.
Another stage for a woman in life.
This is a blessing.
Having a baby and taking ten months of journey with ur loved one. that's life and it's indeed beautiful.
Girls, you both are the happiest women in the world.

Harmonic Playing

Idea no 2.
I can't force myself but recording the tune to remember.
It will take time.

Recently, I've been listening to Avishai Cohen for a few days and this is something I came about after remembering a few tunes in my head.

Date of recording : 14/02/2013
@ Mothership Studio

잠오지않는밤

Sleepless night.
Pondering upon another thoughts.
Aching all over but feeling a bit relieved.
5 more hours to start a new day and I shall make it my day.
Always nervous to meet a person but very much anticipated.
Being grateful is a good achievement.
Saying yes is yet hard.
ah...
Days are passing by and I am counting the days.
A beautiful saying is a gorgeous gift.

보고싶진 않지만, 궁금해.
좋아하진 않지만, 아직은 사랑해.
넌 내 마음 다 몰라.
아름다운 이별은 못했지만,
이렇게 아름다운 관계는 지키자.
너에 대한 나의 마지막 자존심과 존경이기에.
사랑할수 있어서 고마웠어.
따뜻해서 고마웠어.
늘 내 마음 한켠엔 네가 있다.

Crafting

Warmth

Passionate

Stern

Like to show temper

Hide feelings and cause misunderstanding

Wordly minded

...

I question, who she is and where she is from.

<>

All the problems in this world can be solved and be able to smile fully and sincerely.

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A bit Creepy

Sitting in the office when there's no one around.
Just me and my student.

Everyone is on holiday and I've decided to work from today.
Need cash.
I've got one more student after this then shall head home.
Home.
Another empty place where all the housemates are gone to their hometown for holiday.

Feel a bit creepy wherever I will be for the next few days.
Need to plan something otherwise, I will be shrunk at one corner.


Emo Lesson Learn.
- you will know what I am talking about.
But I don't need your care any more.
Be selfish the way you are, it's for your own sake and you've been doing it so far.
I just can't be selfish but am selfish on my way even though you don't see it.
Go ahead and play your world with your own selfishness.
I give no care to you.
You released your guilt by leaving a deep scar in my heart yet you said you chose to be.
I... Just laugh.
Go ahead. That's the way you are and from now on.
You no longer exist in my life.
You've hurt me so much and I have had enough of nightmare of you.
I just wish I didn't know you from first place.
I've given my blessing but don't rub it too much cuz it's too obvious in my eyes.
I've done what I needed to do for you.
Yet you still do not know.
Interpreting my own way...?
Perhaps... That's how I see the world right now.
But it's gonna take a long time. You be the good side always.
I ain't give shit about it.
I've got more things to care about.
No more.
No care.
No heart for you.
THE END.

Valentine's Day Plan

What's the plan for Valentine's Day?
Why is it so special to couples all around the world?

I had a plan for coming up Valentine's Day.
Coming up...ha.
It's tomorrow. I am wowing at time-flow. It does scare me quite often these days.
What was my plan for Valentine's Day?
It looks like all the occasions and anniversaries would be thought by myself this year.

I used to have a plan for tomorrow.
1. Wake up any time I want.
2. Take shower and put on the most comfortable outfit.
3. Go to any shopping mall and visit a salon first.
- spend a couple of hours with your partners and let hairdressers do magic on our hairs styles.
4. Hungry! Have lunch at hot dog shop.
5. Now, time to shop real. Go to any boutique shop and buy it for the day.
6. Dress yourself then go for drive.
7. Drive to Genting Highland or somewhere not too far... But away from KL and wherever you usually are.
8. Stop the car and take out the iPad and watch a movie which you transferred it to iPad for this day.
9. Have dinner together wherever I am.
10. Come back to KL and compose a song.

That was the plan.

I do not have one yet.
But my daily routine will keep me awake for a while until I realise that it's Valentine's Day again.

Valentine's Day to the couples out there.
Have one for yourself and your loved ones.
Make the most out of it.
You will never know when you would have the next one.

Cheers.
I just reminded myself of tomorrow.
I am going back to Korean Drama until my next class.
.buibui.

Extract from Tumblerpost

'Probably reading this because you are depressed,paranoid, confused,wooried, fed up, close to crying, feeling insecure and ect... Whatever the reason, stop blaming yourself.
Keep your head held high...and block any negativity.
Do something that makes you happy.
Listen to some music. Do anything that will prevent you from being upset or taking it out on yourself. Don't bottle up any emotions you are feelng.
Let them out in a positive way.
Let yourself cry if you wanna cry.
PLEASE DON'T DO SOMETHING YOU WILL REGRET LATER.
You have come so far....
Doon't give up now.
Stop dwelling on the past, stop worrying about the future. Live for today.
Make sure you are not around anyone that makes you feel like dirt.
I jnow it is hard but you can do this.
Believein yourself.
Smile.'

Cheers.
Grace.

I miss you

Quite often, I've started to watch all the famous Korean drama.

After all, this is a way to keep in contact with my own culture and kind.

This song was wrtten for a Korean drama which actually became very popular from this.

It's been a few years since I listen to this song and there is one thing I can ignore about myself.

No matter, how I think of my nationality, I am a Korean after all and I feel pretty much attached to certain stuff quite strongly. This song may sound very typical but it's a very beautiful song that I would recommend. It is a very sad song that could just make me cry anytime.

This is one of songs that I would love to play and sing, if my vocal allows me to, haha.

I love old k pop. 

This song is called A BEAUTIFUL GOODBYE, sung by Kim kunmo who's got a pretty interesting voice and that's how he broke through in music industry in Korea.

Somehow, all these old Kpop songs do touch me more that the modern ones,

Whenver I listen to the lyrics, the first reaction I would have is,

DAMN... REALLY....HA...

yup.

The lyrics describes how exactly I feel and they are quite poetic.

Indeed, theses two songs are emo but the lyrics and melodies are very memorable.

Ha.

Enjoy if you can.

Cheers.

THE STORM

THE STORM

by Flying Colors

There was a time

When my life was easy

Stretched out in the sun

Everything was clover

The world was off my shoulders for awhile

But then the sky turned a bomb fire shade

And hit me like a gun

It passed with flying colors

There's no flying over... 

The storm... 

We will dance as it breaks

The storm... 

It will give as it takes

And all of our pain is washed away

Don't cry or be afraid

Some things only can be made

In the storm

Sometimes we get swept away

We're forced to take the change

The desert gives you comfort

You can't stay here all your wounded life

Underneath is the tempest rage

Your secrets come undone

[From: http://www.elyrics.net]

When mountains need movin'

Let me help you through it

The storm... 

We will dance as it breaks

The storm... 

Comes as fast as it fades

And all of our pain is washed away

Don't cry or be afraid

Some things only can be made

In the storm

All your secrets come undone

Every web you've ever spun

All your secrets come undone

Let'em go

Let it come... 

The storm... 

We will dance as it breaks

The storm... 

Gives you more than it takes

And all of our pain is washed away

Stare chaos in the face

We need only to embrace

Don't cry or be afraid

Some things only can be made

In the storm