Monday, May 20, 2013

The Constant of Change

A journey of Collecting ideas and Composing tunes

No.6
The Constant of Change

This song has a drama line.
Embracing and accepting a change is always a challenge in one's life.
And whether like it or not, you need to face 'em or avoid 'em if necessary.

I have always faced my challenges yet I only wanted one to understand my position.
It is pointless to make one understand mine when it just doesn't work that's when I feel shaky and fragile that I wanna go back to my comfort zone. At the same time, my stupidity of searching the 'comfort zone' doesn't work any more and I am realizing to stand on my own.
Throughout one's life, 
change is unavoidable and I can't just close my one eye all the time 
when the other is opened all the time.  People do have different perception and I hate to be told what I should do because firstly I don't wanna feel pushed at this. 
However, it's the time to carry out my thoughts and plans.
Hope for the best and good luck.
Really.

Monday, May 13, 2013

why do say so

to hold me
to have me with you
to feel secure about yourself
to make you feel loved
to entertain you
to let you feel cared
gosh, endless.

but I ain't one now.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Keep it

Is this a real problem or is it simply a minor annoyance that is a standard part of life?

 Am I telling this person for productive, constructive reason or am I just spreading misery?

  Is this a person who can possibly bring advice, support, or encouragement to my situation?

   Do I have all of the facts, or am I reacting prematurely?

Ask myself.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Dream

I dream of dreaming a dream.

Deep inside, one soul is crawling and tearing apart.
Desire, Lust and Sex.
All that jazz.
The basic instinct and the best raw part of a human being.
It all happened and happens around.

Sensoring one's part coming into the other.
One bends and bind 'em together.
Intimacy.
The moment.

Dirty jokes and talks make one even more crazy about the one.
Who would have thought about that.
A and B dream.
Continuation of its own thoughts and pondering leads 'em to have more.

A hand reaches out to hold one shoulder.
An eye stares at every cm of hair.
Legs embrace one's waist and chest near to one's heart.
Rubbing faces each other and transfer their own warmths.
Sensing each part and remembering.

Dream.
I dream of dreaming a dream.

Smiling but not smiling

today -- thought it's going to be a good day. stretched my body, refreshed my mind. it will be alright, it will be a better day. it ...