Hurt

I get hurt. I tried not to get hurt.
But it's inevitable.
I can't avoid to have my assumptions but I try my best.
If that's how you wanna lead your life - go ahead.
Right now, I've got too many things on my mind that I just do not bother - no, I do no want to bother any more.
Because you chose this way too.
After all, this hurt feeling... this will not last long.
I've learned to let it go and move on.
I will carry on with my life and I've learned to be selfish no matter what people say. "I... really... do not care. hahah;;"

Do not use my words to defend yourself any more.
Make your own choices and lead your own way.
I still need to find where I would stand by myself.
The world and society will not guide me.
I will need to guild myself with my own strength.
People are there always... and I will need to face them all the time. I will learn my lessons and grow from them.
So, Please - do not make a simple assumption out of me.
Not any more.
Because you and I are different.

Talking to myself

I will be fine. 

Self-comforting.

I will manage this cuz I chose to do it. 

Again, 

Self-comforting. 

It's okay, Heewon. 

You are Heewon. 

FAZZ

My Band.

and...

My Baby.

Worrisome

This is something that I will always carry. 

What do I do. 

I need to think. Or I should have thought. 

There is always a way. A way.

There is always a way. At least one. 

Be diligent and look for it.

Okay. 

Let's do this.

걱정을 해야하는걸까?

가끔은 그 사람에게 소식이 들리지 않는다.
가끔은 그 사람에게 생각지도 않는 소식을 듣는다.
가끔은 그냥 그 사람이 어떻게 지내는지 궁금하다.

걱정을 해야 하는걸까?

나름 감성적인 사람인데.
다루기 쉽지 않은 사람이다.
나 또한 다루기 쉽지 않은데 말이다.

"혼자서 불러보는 가슴 아픈 그 이름.
눈물이 새어 나올까봐 입술을 깨문다.

홀로 남겨진 내 모습이 초라해진다.

사랑아
그리운 내 사랑아
이렇게 아픈 내 사랑아
얼마나 아프고 아파해야해야 아물수 있겠니."

- 이 노래는 정말 듣고 들어도...계속 가슴이 찢어진다.