Wednesday, February 13, 2013

A bit Creepy

Sitting in the office when there's no one around.
Just me and my student.

Everyone is on holiday and I've decided to work from today.
Need cash.
I've got one more student after this then shall head home.
Home.
Another empty place where all the housemates are gone to their hometown for holiday.

Feel a bit creepy wherever I will be for the next few days.
Need to plan something otherwise, I will be shrunk at one corner.


Emo Lesson Learn.
- you will know what I am talking about.
But I don't need your care any more.
Be selfish the way you are, it's for your own sake and you've been doing it so far.
I just can't be selfish but am selfish on my way even though you don't see it.
Go ahead and play your world with your own selfishness.
I give no care to you.
You released your guilt by leaving a deep scar in my heart yet you said you chose to be.
I... Just laugh.
Go ahead. That's the way you are and from now on.
You no longer exist in my life.
You've hurt me so much and I have had enough of nightmare of you.
I just wish I didn't know you from first place.
I've given my blessing but don't rub it too much cuz it's too obvious in my eyes.
I've done what I needed to do for you.
Yet you still do not know.
Interpreting my own way...?
Perhaps... That's how I see the world right now.
But it's gonna take a long time. You be the good side always.
I ain't give shit about it.
I've got more things to care about.
No more.
No care.
No heart for you.
THE END.

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