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| Nuditiy...Somthing tempts me always... |
To some people, the above pic would look very sexy or too exposed or perhaps they might think it's overly uncomfortable. Well, my new year's first post would want to be a bit different... and Yes, like how my title says 'SELF' would be the story today.
Without realizing the days passing, it's already mid- January of 2011 and I am quite glad how I've been spending my days since 1st of January. Me wanting to perform outside and exposing myself more to outer(?) world started with a new year's gig at 42East restaurant where our first band members wouldn't satisfy with the performance well yet did entertain the crowd.. so were proud of ourselves. The next was replacing a pianist who's way better than I am but gratefully accepted the request w/o concerning the money, I did enjoy the night with another new members.
Changing of college would be something to add to my story here.
After educating myself in Music college for almost 2 years, I finally decided to drop out.
It's sad the fact that I am leaving and might look wasting time ...
Starting something new from scratch always requires courage and facing the difficulties in the future.
It ain't mean that I am confident... Being overly confident is something I am being Very Careful thesedays.
Back to the story again, Yes... I am moving out from my old college and facing something quite different from what I've learned so far. I've a feeling that it may be very exciting and adventurous or very tight and hard to compete with...
Coming to this conclusion had put me into many thoughts and consideration.
Mainly because of my age.... many people out there may say...age is just number but looking at the reality did scare me for a long time. That's also because I've always had a plan A for my future... It sounds very typical but I believed that's how it's supposed to work in my life... However, I've realized that my life is turning into a Dynamic life and it's never been the same as the others. Honestly, the nude pic above is helping to clear my thoughts in a way.
I've thought of taking pic of myself being nude. However, I am not so confident in front of mirror and taking pics of me like that just embarrasses me... On the other hand, thinking that I would be wearing nudity changes my mind and actually I am wiling to do that pretty soon. I love the angle of the pic and how the shadows drawing on the body.
It's too beautiful.
Next one.. would be ... being in a band.
It's also one of things 'want to do list' - I would imagine myself there always...ha..
and surprisingly I am in! There would be ups and downs while we are working out but I am so happy and glad that I am accepted and would be able to play with great musicians... which I would learn from them quite a lot.
I would love to contribute ideas and thoughts with them and love to try my best since I've always interested this genre.
Well, The details of this band would be uploaded soon.:D
The very last one...
It's very funny but amazing that 'Iron Hyde' got into semi-finals!!! for a competition!! woohoo
(*claps claps*)
We had only one practice on the day itself and We didn't have enough time to go through the songs in details.
Just roughly going through the songs.... Me on keyboard, Farouk on Acoustic guitar and Adam (the band leader) on Vocal.
It was amazing how the crowd did support us heartily~ esp when we played 'Metalica - Nothing else matters'.
According to Adam, he felt like as if it was his own concert...hehee...
It was only last night @ Arista (Tropicana city mall) and Farouk & Adam had a great time jamming with musicians.
Oh...well...
That's how I've spent my days ...
Cool, right?
hahaha...
Cheers.
Without realizing the days passing, it's already mid- January of 2011 and I am quite glad how I've been spending my days since 1st of January. Me wanting to perform outside and exposing myself more to outer(?) world started with a new year's gig at 42East restaurant where our first band members wouldn't satisfy with the performance well yet did entertain the crowd.. so were proud of ourselves. The next was replacing a pianist who's way better than I am but gratefully accepted the request w/o concerning the money, I did enjoy the night with another new members.
Changing of college would be something to add to my story here.
After educating myself in Music college for almost 2 years, I finally decided to drop out.
It's sad the fact that I am leaving and might look wasting time ...
Starting something new from scratch always requires courage and facing the difficulties in the future.
It ain't mean that I am confident... Being overly confident is something I am being Very Careful thesedays.
Back to the story again, Yes... I am moving out from my old college and facing something quite different from what I've learned so far. I've a feeling that it may be very exciting and adventurous or very tight and hard to compete with...
Coming to this conclusion had put me into many thoughts and consideration.
Mainly because of my age.... many people out there may say...age is just number but looking at the reality did scare me for a long time. That's also because I've always had a plan A for my future... It sounds very typical but I believed that's how it's supposed to work in my life... However, I've realized that my life is turning into a Dynamic life and it's never been the same as the others. Honestly, the nude pic above is helping to clear my thoughts in a way.
I've thought of taking pic of myself being nude. However, I am not so confident in front of mirror and taking pics of me like that just embarrasses me... On the other hand, thinking that I would be wearing nudity changes my mind and actually I am wiling to do that pretty soon. I love the angle of the pic and how the shadows drawing on the body.
It's too beautiful.
Next one.. would be ... being in a band.
It's also one of things 'want to do list' - I would imagine myself there always...ha..
and surprisingly I am in! There would be ups and downs while we are working out but I am so happy and glad that I am accepted and would be able to play with great musicians... which I would learn from them quite a lot.
I would love to contribute ideas and thoughts with them and love to try my best since I've always interested this genre.
Well, The details of this band would be uploaded soon.:D
The very last one...
It's very funny but amazing that 'Iron Hyde' got into semi-finals!!! for a competition!! woohoo
(*claps claps*)
We had only one practice on the day itself and We didn't have enough time to go through the songs in details.
Just roughly going through the songs.... Me on keyboard, Farouk on Acoustic guitar and Adam (the band leader) on Vocal.
It was amazing how the crowd did support us heartily~ esp when we played 'Metalica - Nothing else matters'.
According to Adam, he felt like as if it was his own concert...hehee...
It was only last night @ Arista (Tropicana city mall) and Farouk & Adam had a great time jamming with musicians.
Oh...well...
That's how I've spent my days ...
Cool, right?
hahaha...
Cheers.
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