Is this what I was supposed to do a long time ago...?

Christmas was passed last year.
New year celebration was just a week ago.
And I am going forward with what I have and what I will have.
I wanna take off old clothes and put on new ones for better look.

All this while,
My heart was gone somewhere that I could not control my feelings and couldn't stand up for myself. I will go forward... Keep going forward from now on. Nothing is holding my back and no one is locking myself.

Regardless of my age,
I am pretty confident that I can do it for myself this time.
No more feeling guilty...
No more feeling responsible...
No more tying myself up...
and no more putting myself behind.

Ha......
No more sigh-ing...