Touch

a Good person.
If I believe I was with a good person, this is not sad anymore.
I tried making you and making you feel that you are a bad person.
I wanted to hate you so much.
Drinking alcohol almost every night to erase the person from my mind,
the more I tried, the worse I suffered and cried. (like a baby monster)

After time's passed by,
the images and thoughts still stay in me.
If this is what's given to me, I can love the person more than I have before.
Love the person more than the times I was just next to you.
Step back a little bit and am a bit far away from you.
Hope you have forgiven my stupidity and to hurt you in many ways.

I always dream of an angel talking to me.
Telling me everything is going to be fine and comforts my heart and mind.
So I will believe in the angel and look forward to seeing what would be the next step in my life.
I am... really glad that we have stepped forward.
My aching heart has not washed properly but it would be amended with time. Good time.
It is really surprising that this mixed feeling triggers me in a bright manner.

Okay.
I will stop here today.
Back to work.