You will be if you keep on saying that.

I am sure..pretty sure that you will be if you keep on saying that.
But I am not going to stop that... looks like that is what you are afraid of.
Push me away. Do that.
If that's what you want. Go ahead.
Emotions to me, are now cold... they are heartless.
If that's  what you think and you think that's the best that you can shy of, please go ahead and be my guest. and you are welcome.
Do not ever copy me and blame me.
I am just so tired of justifying myself and try to prove something to yourself.
I've had enough of it and being interrogated by you.
I am just going to carry on and try my best on my side. That's it.
So, please go ahead.
I am tired. really. really really really really really and really tired.
I do not reject it anymore. just wanna think about myself ATM.
Whatever makes me happy. that's all. and I need it.
All my frustration and boredom I receive and feel, I wanna convert them into something that I can utilize.
So please go ahead.