Again and again

I don't think so.
I do regret it again and again.
I should not have.
The stares and assumptions... I can't take it.
I just can't adapt to this.
I can't do it.
I don't think I can do it any more.
I will try my best to convey my mags to you soon.
Because it's not funny anymore.
I can't seem to think deeper than this.
I think I am tired and turned by yours.
Thanks.
I don't know what I will do but I am at the point do just giving up.
I thought I could.
I thought I tried.
I thought I gave it a try.
Again and again.
Ha.
I really can't do it any more.
I have no courage any more to do it, can I just walk away from you.
You meet people who you think you feel right. But not me. I just do not fit into your community and your group. A long term with you. I am not confident, can we just stop her?
Because I am really really tired.
You don't talk to me.
You don't make me laugh.
You don't make me feel happy, and....
Guess what...
Vice versa.
So what is the point....?
Or do I need to try more?
Do I need to pretend that I can do better?
Now, I get pressure from your peers and friends.
I don't think I can handle this any more.
I wanna go home.
I wanna do what I have to do.
That's it.
Bye bye.