Doubts and Anxiety

Those two words...
They aren't new.
and they are in me for some time.

Where do I release these blocked feeling and tightness?
Who do I express this to, really.

They are flooding in -- and I do not wish to let worry to control my mind.
The current state of my mind.

All the things, when I finally thought that it'd be over.
Step by step
Take it slowly... all these comforting words.
They mean ordinary.

Do you really feel it?
Do you really understand this?

No one will.
No one can.

I feel trapped -- I feel caged.
in this foreign land that I thought I could call it a home.